Sore? Oui.

The third time that I’m considered the third party. And of cuz, like on any other situation, the fucker will still cling on to the other half cuz they’re more used to being with the other half.

So the same thing happened, and it happened the same time as the previous year, on me birthday. Gotta know each other from a mutual friend of ours and we got along. Knew the next day that you’r attached. But i thought i cud be stronger and still maintain a friend-friend relationship. Of cuz, you made me feel like im the king on my birthday. U travelled all d way to the west when my friend planned an impromptu bday at west coast. U spent the night together with me when my friends surprised me with a firework bday bash at a hotel facing d ndp fireworks.

We got along rili well. We knew there was mutual feelings between us. Den it all just crumbled. I broke down at work but away from my colleagues. I knew it will come to a point that we had to settle d record straight and u choose whether to still be with ur other half or not. And of cuz, u did. I tried to distant myself from you.

I deleted you off my facebook and twitter. All cuz it hurts getting updates abt u and seeing pics of ur other half n u. N den we saw each other again at d same place we first met. I missed u of cuz. N a few days later, i took d courage to add u back, thinking that we can still b frens.

We went out one of the nights. Was rili a bad meetup. We weren’t what we used to b.. U were constantly on your phone. And it just feels like we’v lost each other. So we ended off d night early. N we never did message after that.

Fast forward to the present year now and i cud say that im very much over u and that its impossible for us to cross path ever again. But a part of me remained sore. Its prolly cuz u know any guys will just throw themselves at u and they’re dispensable.

Back at work, i had a smoking kaki who worked in d same building. We just opened up to each other recently and true enough, its a small small world. Turns out, you’re our mutual friend. We talked and talked and talked. And that’s when she told me it seemed that you’re attached with another person. That you’re pretty intimate with someone else other than your other half.

I duno. But seriously, wat isit that they got that i dont? Could u please at least tell me so i cud reflect on? Am i too skinny and too better looking that im nt compatible. Cuz as much as i dun wana compare myself with them, i had to see whats wrong in me. So yea, the one i saw u with wen we bumped at d same place we met, yea so u guys are together now yea.

I must have been a fucking bitch in my previous life to be getting all these shits now.