And after all tt we’v had.
January 1, 2011
Four years babe. Four freaken years. That’s how long u take before tellin me that you’re in a ten-year relationship all the while. You noe how shockin tt piece of news was to me? I’m guessing u have no idea how I felt and how I have to react to that passing comment in front of my friends.
Of cuz I gotta kp my cool. My friends were around me. I finally get the picture now. Tt explains u migrating to another country to study. To be with ur other half. And wen I asked why i’v never known abt this piece of news, u said I never askd. Babe. I’v asked many times. You either divert the topic, or u gave me a vague answer.
Four years, babe. Even if we’re just friends, you could have told me when we just gotta noe each other. Saves me from being too emotionally attachd to u all these years. Maybe I didn’t get the hint tt you’re being cold to me. Maybe I was oblivious. Cuz I thought it’s just your character.
Babe. See, i’v nv put ani hopes to us being together. I grew out of it. This feeling tt I’m having now, is just numb.
Sigh. 2010 ended on a bittersweet note.
