Bottling up.

You never knew this. my eyes welled up on my birthday. U textd me den u called n I didn’t reply. I chose not to for d fact tt I dun wana think of u on such a joyous day for me. I was with d maternals, n I excused myself to spend some time alone.

It was something tt I nd to do. N its good tt we’re distancing. One thing for sure, I won’t be d same me u knew before. I wantd to see u. Just u n me. Cus I still find solace in u.

There was once tt I was so stressed up with work, having to work till late, tt in my mind all I cud think of was to be next to u. N I took a train in d opposite direction just to alight at ur workplace, waiting for u.

I hate tis feeling

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