taking control.
July 1, 2010
there are times when i just let myself go. and after that, the sense of guilt and disappointment blankets me.
this world i choose to live in is sleazy. and superficial.
everyone longs for their fairy tale ending, which will never happen, just to burst the bubble.
kept telling myself to open up to options. and start dating again. or simply meet new friends.
kept telling myself to not like you. and u can probably sense that, thus the cold behavior you’re giving me.
n that’s fine. thanks for reminding me not to like you.
but i just want us to be friends. we can talk normally. but somehow i get this feeling that u just dun wana talk to me. or maybe i’m just analysing too much.
its hard to get good chemistry. but more often than not, it didnt work out eventually.
such. is life.
